What do you do when someone hurts you so bad your heart hurts?
Why doesn't prayer help take the pain of the awful words away?
Why don't others understand your pain?
Will the pain ever go away?
Why can't people understand that I don't have to share my child if I don't want to?
Will people see that I'm trying to raise my daughter to the best of my ability?
Why do I have to live away from my family?
Why did I have to lose my job and start a new one?
Why don't I get to work with my best friend anymore?
Will I ever have fun at work again?
Will I still enjoy teaching after this year?
Why is it that every time I start to feel better something comes up and I feel sick again?
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All very good questions.
They all seem to be some sort of test - something to be learned from it all.
I TOTALLY know you weren't really asking, but can I tell you what I think?
What do you do when someone hurts you so bad your heart hurts? I cry to release the pressure.
Why doesn't prayer help take the pain of the awful words away? Because that would be too easy. Everyone could do it without meaning it.
Why don't others understand your pain? Because they are absorbed in their own - so much that they don't even see yours.
Will the pain ever go away? Yes. Time is a great healer.
Why can't people understand that I don't have to share my child if I don't want to? Because they love her as much as you do - just not in the same way.
Will people see that I'm trying to raise my daughter to the best of my ability? If they love and respect you they will.
Why do I have to live away from my family? To make you grow stronger as a person and let you know about yourself what others know about you. That you are strong....and you can.
Why did I have to lose my job and start a new one? Because people are brought to you for a reason. Tracy - being one perfect example.
Believe me, I don't think I have the answers. I do know that sometimes you have to know that someone else believes in you before you can believe in yourself.
Oh - and I'd love to cut Cha Cha Cha Chia's hair. ;)
WOW...what great advice Ker.
I can only say to you Katie...that I am here for you and hope that all the pain subsides with what you are dealing with. I love having Braelyn every day and I will try my best to love her like you do (although that's isn't possible I know).
You are a great mom!
You are a great teacher!
Your are a great friend!
Hang in there!
~~HUGS~~
Hey Katie, I know you don't know me, but I wanted to say, hang in there! Sometimes we aren't meant to take the path of the least resistance, that would just be to easy. There is a plan for all of us! Try to stay strong, I hope the stress level in your life will decrease soon!
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